I don't think I did so bad today!

I did the first workout from Slim in 6. By the end of this workout, I was definitely exhausted. But I'm excited to do it again tomorrow. The more I think about it the more I'd like my goal to complete the P90X program become a reality. People are so used to marking their goals in pounds, but that never worked for me. Maybe if I choose a destination, like the end of P90X, I'll be more successful.

Foodwise, I wasn't so bad. But I wasn't so good either:

1 Avacado

1 Tomato

1 veggie burger (no bun)

~cup of mashed butternut squash (SO GOOD. I made it with salt, pepper, a little half and half and some honey)

6 oz blackberries

1 PBJ (this was bad I know. but I wasn't home and I was so hungry!! I imagine it wasn't more than 350 calories.)

~cup green grapes

~1/2 cup cottage cheese topped with pomegranate seeds

1 can tuna with 1 tbsp mayo

bag of soy crisps

1 frozen fruit bar (only 80 calories!)

Ugh. When I read all that I really feel like I pigged out today, even though I know that it's really not all that much... I'm going to calculate how many calories all of that is:

1583 calories.

Oh jesus. I didn't think I was THAT bad. I thought all of that was 1000 calories at the most.

Lesson learned: COUNT THE FUCKING CALORIES FROM NOW ON!